Thursday, October 2, 2014

Inklings and Dandelions: A Table of Contents

The Bean Cat (short story)

Out of the Rain/OpenLock (short story, drafted)


Goblin Radio (short novel, unfinished)


The Harp (short story, unfinished)


The Door (working title)
    I recently IRL moved in with some friends in Central New York. Part of the deal with our landlord (also a friend) was that I would help him fix up my bedroom in exchange for, y'know, having a nice fixed-up bedroom. I did some plastering, some sanding, a lot of painting, and some scrubbing, and have now moved in. 
    The room itself isn't anything much special. It's sort of an L shape, with two nice windows (one South- and one West-facing), and a nice deep closet that's perfect for storage. It also has a sloping ceiling on the back-of-the-house half, which makes that wall sort of dead space. I'm going to put my bed there, because nothing else would really work, but that's beside the point. The point is, that short wall, with the sloping ceiling, has a door right in the middle of it. The door is about a foot wide by two-ish feet tall, and leads to a crawlspace. (This whole setup is mirrored across the hall, incidentally; it's a Jack-and-Jill.) The crawlspace isn't of much interest to me, mostly because the door is so dinky. I wouldn't be able to use it as storage even if I wanted to, because though there's decent space available, the door itself is too narrow for useful-sized boxes. Plus, there's a ton of spray insulation in the crawlspace, so there's not much room anyway. 
    But it's still there. And, as Eileen pointed out to me, it's kinda creepy to have the head of my bed right up against this weird random door. She was mostly worried about drafts (which there won't be, because of the spray insulation) but it plopped the idea into my head that this is the perfect setting for a nice modern ghost story. Girl moves into old-ish house, renovates room, thinks nothing of door until she actually moves into the room and happens to put her bed right up against it. Maybe the first night she thinks it's just drafts. Maybe the first month she thinks it's just drafts. But maybe after that she starts being able to pick words out from the shhhhhhhhwhoooshhhhhhhhhh that starts as soon as she goes to bed and stops as soon as she wakes up. 
    Anyway, I don't know where that's going, but it's going somewhere!

The Dream King

       guy gets so good at lucid dreaming he can sink completely out of himself and not just astral walk, but actually appear dead
       figures out he can put his consciousness in a different carrier (phylactery? articulated statue?) and do the same thing – "live" normally until he wants to hide, then sink so far into a dream state that no one can tell he's still there, not even by magic
       he's sort of unkillable? nobody knows that he's still there when he's hiding, so they assume he's either dead or somewhere else, or something....


Nelson's Nose (kids' book?)

            Some people have their souls centered in their hearts. Others have them centered in their hands, their brains, or their stomachs. Nelson Waddle’s was in his nose. He didn’t know this, of course (very few people are happy enough to know where their souls are centered), but he had always had a sort of fondness for his nasal orifice. Nelson’s nose wasn’t his most prominent facial feature – it wasn’t large, or ruddy, or anything really that tends to make a nose noticeable – but he was fond of it just the same. He liked to take it on long walks in the park, stopping frequently to let it sniff at flowers. He excercised his nose, as well, wrinkling it judiciously whenever he was perplexed by a crossword puzzle or whenever one of his aunts asked him a question.
 • soldier’s soul in his left foot, which gets amputated - what happens?


end of the line (short story) 

last person in the last compartment of the last train to ***
sitting there mulling over the day’s events
little by little (or maybe just at the end) we find out that the girl is dead


sticky buns (short story, novel?)
swim team outdoor pool cinnabon shop “cinnamon wind”/ “sticky-bun wind” or something  (The swimmers hated when the wind blew eastward, the smell made them hungry and they couldn’t do anything about it. Not so the coaches; one would invariably take a rather lengthy bathroom break and come back with a box of pastries for the management.)
two guys commenting on it, something like “to quote shel silverstein, ‘stickybun wind’.”
“peppermint.”
“what?”
“peppermint wind. 'And there the moonbird rests from its flight/to cool in the peppermint wind'”
“no it’s not”
“yes it is look it up”
“i will, and it’ll be stickybun.”
“look, my little Nan makes me read that poem to her every night, I think I know when it says ‘sticky bun’ and when it says ‘peppermint’.”
“i’ll prove it to you.”
somehow the word has changed to sticky bun in every other edition but that one.
other books change
other words change
and so on and so forth


hole in my shoe (short story?)
            At precicely eight seconds past 7:29 on the morning of October fourteenth, 2005, a Rift occurred in the fabric of space-time, centered around a point at 52ยบ N, 22' 17". This should have been nothing out of the ordinary, for Rifts happen nearly every day at some point around the world, but this one was special. It appeared in the toe of nine-year-old Sophie Walters’ left shoe. She didn’t notice at the time because she was rushing to get to school before the bell (her mother had been fussing over her more than usual), but when she got home that day and took off her shoes, she noticed that the toe of her left sock was gone. At first she thought the socks were old, but they were a new pair her mother had just bought for her the weekend before, so that couldn’t be it. Then she thought it might have been a mouse, but the edges of the sock around the hole were too clean, too precise. Sophie stuck her hand into her shoe, wondering if somehow the missing piece of sock was floating around in there, and that was when she discovered the Rift.
            We all wonder where those pesky paper clips run off to, what happens to the partner of that lonely sock flapping around in the dryer, where on Earth did I leave my car keys, and such. Rifts in space-time

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Goblin Radio (novel? unfinished)

dreamed the first part, grabbed laptop to write it down and keep working on it

goblin world, somehow near the human one

underground radio, run by students or something. Broadcast through spiderweb? you can program spiders to write codes in their webs, and then somehow those get sent out and heard by everyone.
"Support your Students" or something - the girl who's running the radio semi-outlawed? but the goblin government doesn't know who she is, anyway

Imp and Puck are actually humans, turned goblin by evil head goblin lady/witch, who they're trying to simultaneously avoid and get to help them. (edit: avoid, as she's the one that turned them goblin in the first place, though she doesn't know it)

Entrance to goblin world: Small bridge into a giant tree, somehow they instantaneously turned goblin (or were turned before) (or while they were there), and when they tried to get out by the same door, the bridge wouldn't hold them and they got dropped down a long trenchish thing  (edit: snuck in on a dare, then got sideways of the witchy one and got turned into goblins?) (edit edit: but she can't remember who they are until later, else she'll suspect they're the ones futzing with things)

because humans can't leave the goblin city the same way they entered it, and can never return once they've left - only the highest-powered goblins can go to and from?

goblins don't know much about humans/keep themselves to themselves, but every once in a while (edit: every morning) they hear a screaming from the village and wonder what's going on
it's Imp's sister (?), the daughter of the police constable, who's crazy because of either losing her lover to the goblins, or from having part of her soul stolen when she was little  (edit: the family doesn't know why she's crazy, but it's because she lost part of her soul)

Imp gets tired of hearing how stupid humans are according to the goblins and decides to write the history of humans for the Goblins to read, as they think of humans as worthless and not interesting and enemies. He also decides to broadcast this history over the underground radio. He decides this after trying to write down stuff, stories and things he remembers, on the spider wool hmm spiderwool, that might work. He finally gets disgusted with his efforts and decides to start at the beginning, and just write history.

He asked his spider to cast on, gathered his thoughts, and then started to speak the story, beginning as all stories do. 

"Once upon a time..."

Imp painted a world of big, confusing spaces, with a small band of humans huddled together for warmth and strength against the night. He described the advances of tools and fire that saved so many lives, but also led to more heated disputes and divisions in the herd. The advance of civilization, he wrote that as well, starting with the first human family that moved away from their home and settled elsewhere, soon joined by others, and starting their own community. 

He spoke of wars, of peace, of trade and expansion through the continent (s?), and brought them up to the current day. This was First Book.

Now he has to get it to the radio/somehow he meets the girl who runs it

Second Book will be looking atsome other aspect of human life, maybe friendship or something? Each Book should tell a different thread of the same story. And there should probably be Seven, just to be a nice little conformist. (edit: each one ought to be one part of human history. So, First Book is cavemen to houses, Second Book is hunter-gatherers to farmers, Third Book is old, old civilization, Fourth Book is...naw. Shit. That'd be over too quickly. So, First Book through Third Book is development of society, like Ovid's Iron, Bronze, and Gold Ages. Fourth Book and Fifth Book detail the current setup of Earth, talking about each continent's countries and governments. Sixth Book maybe talks about personal relationships/how humans interact with each other/continue to settle down in family groups as they've done for forever. No, Sixth Book should be art and music, and writing, and theater. Seventh Book should be a description of how humans interact with each other? Or something that's really beautiful and simple about humans, like how the family setup has survived since forever...reasons for letting them be. Meaning, also the fact that humans are yes, kind of destroying the planet, but most are also trying to fix it. Look at Reading the Rocks.)

So they meet, she doesn't like him at first because now he knows who she is and thus poses a threat, as the witchey goblin lady and others of the High Council don't like the underground radio and want to arrest this girl.

eventually he confides his secret in her, so then they both have something dangerous about the other, and blah blah blah they become friends.

Puck got lost back near the beginning, by the way. So he should start doing sillly stuff somewhere, and then get either noticed by the witch or by Imp, or by both (!) as not quite right in this background. 

At some point Puck probably gets captured by the witch because she wants to find out who's been doing this History of Humans (which is becoming quite the hit in the goblin world), because she's tring to get support for a war against the humans, but now goblins are starting to learn them and learn how they work better.


AT SOME POINT the goblin witch ought to write her own installment (probably Eighth Book) that describes all the reasons the goblins should go to war, and somehow she gets it onto the air (she probably finds out how from capturing Puck or something) (edit: YEAH) so when Imp and (Goblin girl) are sitting having a nice quiet evening/date, they hear the radio come on and Eighth Book start to play, and they get very scared. 

So then goblin world is torn up, because some poeple don't want to hurt the humans any more, but some do, because of these books of history.

Imp decides that the best course of action is to get on the air live, as himself, and explain to the people. Of course this is dangerous, as it means they'll have to stay with the same station for as long as the broadcast is (with prerecorded stuff, they can switch where they broadcast from every few minutes, so as not to be detected by the higherups, but they can't do that with a live broadcast). So they do it (he tells her to leave, she won't, etc.) so they take turns on the air. And as he's describing the good and stupid nature of humans, she's describing the wicked nature of the current goblin government (at least the parts that are trying for war). They take turns, and work together, and show a story of how the two peoples should exist in the same place without having to kill each other.

Btw, seems like a good way for the radio thing to work is that the spiderwool is for prerecorded stuff, and you put it on the wheel and pluck it as it starts to wind onto another spool, and that makes the sound of what was recorded. This happens near or into a microphone, and live broadcasts are just into the microphone as usual. 

As they're making this broadcast, the witch has found them (she can't quite be a witch, because she has only normal goblin powers, which include but are not limited to turning other goblins into different gobliney shapes to put them to better use as paperweights, messengers, doors, etc.), but she's somehow more dangerous than most goblins. Queen?

So she bursts in. She's got Puck tied up with her (she doesn't yet know he's human, nor that Imp is), which turns out to be a good thing, when Puck bites her on the ankle or something (edit: while he was captured before, he was gathering evidence about how she's been behind the corrupt government. He gets his info out to the resistance group, but she catches him in the act) (edit edit: she doesn't know they're humans yet)

OH so she's about to throw a nasty spell at the girl, and Puck bites her on the ankle, throwing her aim off, so she hits Imp instead, but it turns out he'll be fine, as it was a spell meant for goblins. (edit: spell meant to affect his magic. He's human, so no effect.) So she gets confused, just as the goblin police show up to arrest her (on charges of the crmes mentioned earlier on the radio, that the people have since had confidence/time to investigate, maybe with Puck's help?). Imp, Puck, and the girl escape for the time being, but Imp and Puck know they need to get back to the human world because if they ever get publicly acclaimed for their work in the History they'll be discovered and more flak will come of it. Goblin girl doesn't think so. 

Blah blah blah she thinks goblin society has the right to know who they were being led by/that they can cope with having a human in their midst and not begrudge him.

So they do it. Imp and Puck are accepted by the goblins, and Imp and the girl rise to positions of power in the new order of government, as Human Liaison and Prime Minister or something. Things go well for as long as it takes to get rid of the corruption and put the goblin people in charge of their own selves, and then one day as Imp is cleaning out the witch's old apartments, he finds a box that has a human baby's doll in it, that he recognizes from pictures as his sister's doll. He realizes that somehow it contains the lost part of her soul, and that he has to return it to her. Of course, the city won't let him out, because if you've left Goblin World you can never return the same way, and the girl won't let him go since they're of course in love. 

Agonizing decision to return to his family and heal his sister, or stay with the people here who love him and respect him, and who still need his help.

Then Puck comes up with the solution. He's still happy in the world, but doesn't want to stay his whole life. He'll take the doll, and he'll say goodbye to the goblins.

So he does, there's a goodbye party, etc. etc.

And the next morning, instead of the usual screaming coming from the village, the goblins hear singing. 

Monday, June 28, 2010, between the hours of 5:30 and 7:30, woken up by an earthquake. The dream only consisted of the story until "Once upon a time".


Dear Mom and Dad,

I know I've been gone for an awfully long time, and hopefully you've been able to forget me a little. It's extremely unfair of me to bring back the worry and the pain with this note, and I'm sorry for that, but I felt like I needed to let you know that I'm okay. I can't tell you where I am, but I can tell you that I'm the happiest I've been in my entire life. I'm with people who care for me, depend on me, and love me. I'm in a community that I helped found, that I now get to watch flourish and grow strong. These are good people, and though I'm sure if I left they would get on fine without me, I'm equally sure that I could never be fine without them. I'm sorry. I love and miss you both, and I hope that we may meet again someday.

Your son,
***

p.s. Please give the doll to Brigett. I have a feeling it might help. 



When he finds the doll it's in a room of boxes, each containing part of someone's ife.

He finds children's toys, love letters, tools and implements of a farmer's trade, things that are small but meaningful. He finds goblin toys, goblin tools, and realizes that a lot of the corruption in the government is from this. The witch had been gaining her power from making other people's lives mieserable. And if they had gone to war, she would have had all the destroyed lives she could ever want. And then he finds his sister's doll, and blah blah blah, he also returns the other stuff to its rightful owners, which cements the happiness in goblin world and gives him some peace because he's helped other people. Maybe he returns stuff by way of cats (since cats come in and out of the world with impunity). 

The Harp (short story, unfinished)

Inspired by listening to The Chieftains on a family holiday – the original idea was my father’s.
The Harp

-1-
    I was in Ireland a few years ago on holiday, seeing the sights and enjoying the beer, when I met with a rather strange occurrence. I was at a county fair, or bazaar of sorts, admiring the knotworks that adorned hand-made tables, spoons, and scarves of all kinds, when I heard music coming from a stall about fifty metres ahead of me. My interest piqued, I walked towards it, and as I drew nearer I saw a wizened old Irishman sitting on a stool in the middle of the stall, playing a sprightly melody on an ancient lap-harp. The musician was quite a picture, with the only sign of hair on his pate two tufty shocks of white, one sprouting from just above each ear.
     A small crowd had gathered around him to enjoy the music, but he appeared not to notice them. His bright blue eyes were closed in happy concentration, and his fingers flew about on the harp strings as if belonging to a much younger body. Smiling, I stood at the back of the crowd, tapping my foot to the beat of the music, and when he came to the end of the last refrain, I clapped as loudly as the rest of the listeners. The old man sighed contentedly and set his harp on the ground, indicating his concert finished. Most of his audience left, no doubt intrigued by other stalls and other masters of craft, but I stepped up to the musician, who was now drinking from a small tin flask he had picked up from the ground next to his stool.
    “That was fine playing,” I said admiringly by way of greeting. The blue eyes flashed quizzically toward me, then the gnarled hands that had moved so quickly moments before waved my compliment off.
    “Ach, I’ve played better,” the Irishman said, but I saw his quick smile and knew he had appreciated the comment. He hospitably indicated another stool, this one sitting next to the harp case, and I took my seat with a nod of thanks.
    “You should be kinder to yourself,” I admonished amicably. “That was the finest playing I’ve heard in two weeks’ worth of concerts. How long have you played?”
     He pursed his lips, recalling his memories from the dark corners to which they had strayed.
     “Oh, nigh on sixty years, I suppose,” he said finally, screwing the top back onto his flask and setting it down in its former place.
     “Sixty years!”
     I could not imagine living that long, nor playing that wonderfully, but then I was only twenty-four myself, fresh from the university and just starting to enjoy my place in the world. I told the man as much and he roared with laughter, those blue eyes twinkling merrily away and those tufts of hair swaying softly in the light breeze.
     “You young folk! I swear ye’ll be the death of me yet,” he chortled, slapping his thigh with vigour. He sighed again, still smiling, then seemed to reach a decision. Picking up his old harp, he handed it to me and indicated that I should play. I was taken aback, as you might guess, having no past musical experience other than the occasional caroling party at Christmastide, but he waved away all protestations and insisted that I play.
     “It’ll do ye a world o’ good,” he said, then briefly instructed me on how to place my hands on the strings. I began to pluck the strings, hesitantly at first, then with more confidence as I heard, if not music, at least sounds coming from the beautiful antique. I drew a finger softly from the lowest string to the highest, reveling in the way the sound seemed to grow and expand to fill the entire tent. I turned to my new-found friend to ask him how old the harp was – it seemed quite ancient, and was weatherbeaten and nicked in more than one place, almost as though it had seen battle – but as I looked up from the harp, I discovered to my shock that the old man had gone, and the tent with him!
     I was sitting in the middle of a great hall, one that reminded me of the ruins at Tara that I had seen that week on a tour, but these were no ruins. The stones gleamed, as if recently polished, and rich tapestries hung over the windows, casting colorfully muted light on the tables that bordered the room. Speechless, I gaped at the beautiful sight; my mind whirled as it tried to make sense of this change in venue, but my attention was sharply pulled back to the – present? Wherever I was, when ever I was, it was surely not the place I had been moments before.
     As I said, my attention was pulled sharply back to the hall when the ornately carved doors at the far end of the room were thrust open from the outside, and a throng of people streamed in. Setting the harp quickly on the floor, I stood, nervously shifting from foot to foot as I tried to think of what to say to these people to explain my unexpected presence at their party. A small group of the people approached the stage where I sat – a section of the floor that rose three or four centimetres from the rest. Chattering animatedly, they didn’t notice my presence until one of them, a young girl with long dark hair, glanced up and tugged the sleeve of the older man with her. He in turn looked up at me, and I was surprised to see not confusion at my arrival, but comprehension and relief!
     “Ah, ye must be the new entertainer!” he said in satisfaction. “Yeh can begin playin’ after everyone arrives.”
     Not heeding my stammered protestations, the man and his companions resumed their conversations and wandered off to a table near the stage, where they sat. At a loss as to what to do, I sat heavily, looking at the harp again, and started. Lo and behold, that battered old harp I had played what seemed like hours before but could be only minutes had transformed! The scratches and gouges were gone from the sides, the enamel glowed with an inner light, and the whole thing shined like a different instrument. However, as I looked closer, the designs on the sides and the large round silver inset of a Celtic knot at the top were the same as what I had seen back at the fair – cleaner and brighter, certainly, but the same.
     It was as if the only thing that had come back in time as it had been in the present was myself, and as I looked closer at my clothes it became apparent that not even I had fully escaped transformation. My comfortable patent leather shoes had turned to sturdy leather boots, my trousers to plain cotton, and my plaid sporting jacket to a rough tweed. I silently thanked whatever deity was orchestrating this turn of events that I hadn’t ended up in a kilt.
     This reverie was broken, however, when I felt a tug on my sleeve. I turned around to meet the sombre brown eyes of the young girl who had noticed me earlier.
     “Hallo there,” I said kindly. “My name’s James.”
     “I’m Sophie,” she replied seriously. “I’m eight years old and I’ll be nine soon.”
     “Well, Sophie, I wish you many happy returns in advance,” I said, thinking how she reminded me of my niece Victoria, who made sure everyone knew that she was seven-and-three-quarters years old and would be eight exactly come the winter.
     My new companion wrinkled her nose slightly.
     “Don’t want to be nine,” she said matter-of-factly. “Me da’s sister died when she was nine, of the ague.”
     “Well I’m sure you won’t,” I reassured her. She looked skeptically at me, but seemed happy to abandon this rather morbid topic.
     “C’n you really play that?” she said, pointing at the harp. I was taken aback at this, and felt stuck for a reply, seeing as how I couldn’t play it at all.
     But Sophie seemed not to care for she stuck her little hands on her hips and demanded, “Show me.”
     About to protest, I noticed a tall, burly gentleman standing just behind Sophie. He was a formidable-looking character, made even more so by the thin circlet of gold spanning his forehead. He nodded at me.
     “You may as well start playing now, good sir, most of the folk have arrived,” he said, before patting Sophie on the head and walking away.
     I noticed that my jaw had dropped open at the sound of the man’s voice – if ever a bear happened to speak, I thought, it’s voice would sound neither as deep nor as wildly powerful as this man’s.
     “Is he . . . who is he?” I asked Sophie, still staring after the giant.
     She shrugged.
     “Me da. He’s our Chieftain.” she said matter-of-factly, then returned to her quest for music.
     “Show me how to play!” she said again. I paled. Now it sunk into my head that as the performer, I would be expected to play music for these people. I did not play the harp, nor did I know even how to begin. However, a ray of hope struck me as I remembered that all I had done when I had first picked up the instrument was draw a finger across the strings.
     I repeated this process, my eyes tight shut as if I expected there to be a flash of light, and I was heartened when I heard silence after the notes. But when I opened my eyes, I saw that I was still in the great hall, and that the silence was made by my audience looking at me expectantly, waiting for me to begin.
     This was not how I had planned my holiday.

-2-
     Completely at a loss as to how to tell these people that I had no intention of playing for them, I opened and closed my mouth a few times, like a fish out of water. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the immense Chieftain fidget on his stool, his brow beginning to furrow, and I began to be not a little afraid.
     Just at this moment, little Sophie came to my rescue. She tugged on my sleeve, beckoning me down to her level.
     “They want you to play something for them,” she said in a stage whisper, clearly heard throughout the Hall. A ripple of laughter washed across the room. I saw with relief that the Chieftain’s manner had relaxed at Sophie’s comment, as had that of the entire room.
     “Thank you, Sophie,” I replied in the same tone of voice, sparking another titter from our audience.


Out of the Rain/OpenLock (short story, incomplete)

I think this one started as a dream, because I remember squeezing my eyes shut as I reached for my laptop to start writing, so I wouldn't wake up all the way and start to forget. I also remember that because I had my eyes closed, I didn't notice my laptop battery run out, and I had to re-write the second half again. So it's probably not quite what I wanted it to be originally. I'm going to explore the concept more at some point.


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"open lock" company
converted long-term storage into rooms
tv, books (stocked by the people that use the room), snack items, and bed
a place to come in out of the rain
and if you're lucky, someone else will also have taken refuge
safeguards against people with dishonest intentions
"out of the rain"
sometimes you'll just meet someone, have coffee, sit, talk, play a board game
sometimes nobody will be there
sometimes someone will be there epressly for sex

So, is this your first time?


OpenLock. It was a new company, one that had opened a year or so previously in the wave after the latest stock market boom. Some enterprising person had realized that in the past decades, booms had been followed more and more quickly by slumps, or even outright depressions. So, while the going was good, they opened a chain specifically intended for people down on their luck, for regular Joe Shmoes who just wanted a place to go in out of the rain.
It was a nice set-up, too. The OpenLock people had bought out a few storage companies around the city and converted the large, bare rooms into spartan apartments. There was a couch and TV in each room, along with a small table, a shelf for board games and books, a minifridge with snacks, and of course, the bed. Each room was painted a different soft pastel, and ** the book and game selection was decided by the clientelle for the rooms
I signed up for OpenLock about a week after the company I worked for decided they didn't need another cubicle zombie. I still had enough capital saved up that I felt okay buying something like that, something with no intrinsic value but that might be useful in the long run. A hundred bucks plus paperwork got me a passkey, and I was in.
I used the rooms quite a few times at the beginning, as most folks did until the novelty wore off. For that reason, I met people nearly every time I went in for a month or two. Once it was a girl, a few years younger than me, who also enjoyed Scrabble and coffee. We sat, played, and argued about the etymology of "**". A few hours, and we parted ways. Another time I met an ex-senator who had fallen on etremely hard times. We made small talk about the weather, the job market, such things as that, then I left before the awkward silence could set in. On days when I was more depressed than usual and met people looking for sex, I had sex. *clean bill of health*. A lot of times, lonely people who came in were just looking for company, for some human connection that wasn't mandated by their job. I met a nice older lady whose cat had just died, and she wanted someone to sit with her on the couch while she watched television. 

The books were brought by the clients themselves on an honor code system, so the quality varied. You'd find a lot of trashy paperback romances, and a lot of magaines, but also a nice Poe or Sartre every once in a while. 

After the crash you didn't get so much small talk. People who came to OpenLock didnt want to be reminded about their lives or their jobs, or lack of eiher. You would talk about books, you would talk about movies, you would fuck. 

So on one drizzly afternoon, I found myself walking towards the OpenLock building. It wasn't a particularly bad day for me, but my roommates were arguing again, and I felt like going somewhere to read where silverware wasn't being hurled across the room. I decided on the green room, since their book selection was mostly poetry and short stories, but when I went down that hallway, I saw the red light on the door that meant two people had already met up. Ah well. I turned around and headed for the room with light aqua walls, where I knew the shelves had some very good satire. At the door, I stopped and took a deep breath before sliding my passkey through. A click, and the door was open. There again was that exhilarating feeling, the suspense of not knowing who or what you would find behind the door. That feeling was why OpenLock had kept such a strong client base after the crash – you felt alive, opening that door to find who knows what. It was a daredevil sort of feeling, which people needed in those times. And although I wasnt as far off the path as others who used the roooms, the adrenaline rush was a welcome change of pace.
I walked in to see a man sitting at the table. I was fairly surprised, since I hadn't run into anyone in the past few visits, but what the hell. 
"Oh! Hi," I said, smiling and closing the door behind me.
He smiled back. "Hi." 
I came over to the table, and he stood up. He held out a hand to shake, which I noticed was mechanized. It wasn't unusual to see androids or ** around the city, and I had actually worked with some people who were more metal than flesh. I was still surprised when I took his hand to find that it wasn't cold at all, but slightly warmer than my own. He introduced himself as Tony. I gave the name Jill, as I usually did. He offered me tea, which he'd brewed when he got there, and I accepted happily, sitting down at the table. 
It turned out neither of us was in a particularly bad place at the time, so we did end up talking about the job market, politics, etc. There wasn't a soulmate connection, or love at first sight, or any nonsense like that, but we got along nicely, and it was fun to talk to someone who would laugh at my terrible attempts at political humor. 
Eventually, we moved the conversation to the couch, and I brought over a couple of drinks. At that point we were trading stories about our roommates. I told him about the flying silverware, and he raised me a flying television. We laughed, and drank. The small talk turned to small flirting effortlessly, and we drifted closer on the couch.
"So, is that hand the only part of you that's mechanical?" I asked, jokingly. He laughed, put his drink down, and replied, "Well, there's also my dick..." 
I must have had a funny look on my face, because he quickly added, "That was a joke. It's all-natural – there's no way I'd get that replaced." 
"Oh?" I said. "Prove it."
And he proved it. Once on the couch, twice on the bed. The stamina prompted a flippant comment from me that it may not have been mechanical, but he was a machine nonetheless. I got a playful swat for that, and another round of sex. Afterwards, he fell asleep, and I followed suit, after punching in my passcode on the keypad next to the bed, reserving the room for the night. You could only do that once a month or so, which was how OpenLock kept vagrants out of their hair. 
I slept well, waking up once or twice to find myself spooned, which was nice, then waking up in the morning to find myself alone in the room, which was not so nice. But that's the thing about OpenLock – the connections you make are meant to be temporary fixes. So I got dressed, grabbed a cup of coffee to go, and headed for the door. 
As I opened it, my foot caught something on the floor. I reached down and picked up an umbrella. As I did, the tag flipped over. 
"For Jill - Thanks."
I smiled, opened the door, and walked out into the rain. 



The Bean Cat (short story, unfinished)

I wrote this a couple of weeks ago as part of a grad school application. I sat down three days before the app was due and wrote the first page, then spent about 10 hours the next day finishing it up. It's still pretty solidly a draft, but I think there's some good stuff in there, and I'll likely finish it someday.

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The Bean Cat

            Everything comes from somewhere. The cat came from a bean field.
            At least, that’s what Jen told everyone when they were crowded around her, staring at the tiny ball of fur and curiosity in her arms. “He came out of the bean field,” she said. “I was just walking home from the factory, and I took the shortcut through Providence Park, you know how that butts right up on the fields out by the McCoy place.”
            Everyone nodded and mm’d. The McCoy place, though not the only farm in the area by a long shot, was the nearest to town of all of them. The farm shared one side with Providence Park. Late in the summer when the flies didn’t even want to buzz because of the heat it was hard to distinguish the un-kept greenery of the park from the farm’s tenacious soybean crop. The weeds weren’t too particular about whose land they grew on, after all.
            “Did he have a momma?” piped up one of the younger listeners, androgynous in gangly limbs and dusty overalls. The cat batted at the small hand.
            Jen shook her head. “None that I could find, and I hunted around for a long while,” she said, rocking the kitten gently back and forth. There were murmurs of “Oh, the poor angel,” and “Good thing you found him, missy,” from the audience.
            The young woman smiled at that, a wide toothy grin. “It was more like him finding me, actually. I heard him meowing and thought he might have been treed. While I was looking up in the branches he came runnin’ over from the bean field and climbed up m’ pant leg.”
            Shifting the cat to one arm, she used the other to gesture up her leg to her shoulder. “Perched himself up there, friendly as anything, and talked my ear off the whole time I was looking for his ma.”
            Just as Jen was saying this, the small crowd parted to allow Jen’s own mother access. Ma Riley was middle-aged, with long graying hair tucked up into an efficient bun. She wore work clothes, overalls and a smock, which she was now using to dry her hands. Sharp blue eyes in a care-lined, ruddy face stared first at Jen, then the kitten she held. No one said anything for a long breath. Then Ma Riley spoke.
            “Have you checked him for fleas?”
            Jen nodded, a little nervously. “Yes’m. He looks clean, and healthy, if a little on the skinny side.”
            The older woman nodded, one eyebrow quirked in calculation. Jen held her breath. Everyone else drew back just a hair. The cat, feeling the change in the air, craned his neck to see what the fuss was about. Coffee-brown eyes met sharp blue ones.
            The cat sneezed.  
            It was nearly impossible not to smile at that, and the woman didn’t fight it. She cracked a grin just as toothy as Jen’s, and reached out to bop the cat gently on the nose.
            “Well, just give him a bath before you bring him in the house. He can sleep with you and the boys for a night or two until he gets the feel of the place.”
            Judgment delivered, she turned and left the group. Everyone else crowded close again, and folk started talking over one another, offering all manner of cat-rearing advice.
            Jen fielded the suggestions as best she could, assuring everyone that she’d remember what they said. After a minute, she excused herself and broke away from the crowd. Most of the adults stayed put and continued their debate about the best things to feed small animals, but the children followed Jen as she headed toward home.
~
            Ma Riley’s Boardinghouse was a three-story building just off Main Street. The first floor contained the dining hall, the kitchen, and the Riley family residence; the second and third floors were rooms to let. The house kept a few goats and some chickens in pens in the back, and there was a water trough on the side of the building for folk who came to town in buggies or on horseback.
            It was to this trough that Jen took the cat, with a handful of children solemnly trailing behind. They knew the horrors of Bathtime, and pitied their furry comrade. Without saying a word, the children spread out on either side of the trough, a little honor guard dressed in muddy denim.
            Jen hadn’t stopped talking to the cat since leaving the group of townsfolk. She kept up a steady stream of nonsense in a low, calm voice, stroking the cat’s head between his ears.
            In the same low voice, without looking away from the cat she said, “Jesse, would you please start pumping some water?”
            The child who’d spoken up earlier nodded and grabbed the pump handle. A few strong pumps, and a trickle of water came out of the spout, quickly turning into a stream. The cat heard the noise and looked around for the source. He stared intently at the falling water.    Jen took advantage of his focus. She grabbed the scruff of his neck and unceremoniously plopped him into the half-full trough, prompting an immediate yowl of betrayal. A few harried minutes, including an iffy episode where the cat nearly got stuck in the drain hole, and the ordeal was over.
            One of the children ran inside for a clean towel, which was wrapped carefully around the sopping wet animal. He had given up protesting and sat quietly on Jen’s lap, pathetic and shivering. He didn’t even complain when Jen started rubbing the towel all over him, leaving his fur sticking in odd directions.
            Once he was mostly dry, though, he seemed to feel better, and started squirming again. Jen took him inside the boarding house.
            “Whatcha gonna name ‘im, Jen?” Jesse asked, bringing the towel.
            “Oh yes!” “What’s his name?” the other kids chimed in. Jen headed over to the fireplace, wood stacked but not lit, and sat on the rug in front of it. The children plopped down with varying levels of coordination. The cat, having recovered from his trauma, explored the circle.
            Jen crossed her legs, stuck her elbows on her knees, and propped up her head on her hands to watch him. “I dunno,” she said. “What do you name cats?”
            The children considered this.
            “You could name him Mittens,” one offered.
            “Mittens is dumb,” another scoffed. “His paws ain’t even diff’rent colors. You should name him Rover. I had a dog named Rover,” he explained. “Dad shot it.”
            After that, the floor was open to all. Names were suggested and shot down in rapid-fire, and disputes were resolved with brief tussles. It was decided, eventually, that Rover, Spot, and all other canine-related names were unsuitable, but there might still be merit in Felix or Rex.
            The conversation woke old Missus Rose, a long-time tenant of the Boardinghouse, from her afternoon nap in the rocking chair by the window. Leaning forward, she peered at the cat.
            “She looks like a Darling or a Lovely to me,” she pronounced in her sweet, thin voice. “Such a sweetheart. Look at her beautiful paws.”
            “She’s a he, Missus Rose,” Jen replied gently. “And yes, he’s got big ol’ tomcat feet already.”
            Missus Rose nodded, not listening, and leaned back in her chair. “That’s nice, dear. Such a pretty little kitty. She’s lovely.”
            The thin, sweet voice trailed off into snores.
            Mrs. Feathers, the boardinghouse cook, heard the children snickering and came over from setting plates on the table to flick a towel at them.
            “Don’t make fun of Missus Rose, even if she is asleep,” she admonished. “She was a real Lady once, in the big city. You’ll show some respect.”
            The big door boomed open and a crowd of boarders filed in – men from the factory, mostly, who didn’t have families or houses of their own – shepherded in by Ma Riley. Mrs. Feathers quickly went back to laying the table.
            Ma Riley saw the circle of children by the fireplace.
            “You’d all better be getting back to your own homes, now,” she called over the chatty factory workers. “And Jen, get cleaned up and come have your supper.”
            The children groaned but got up, each petting the cat once more before darting out the door. Jen hurried toward the kitchen, dodging her brother Liam as he came out carrying a platter of chicken. She went through the kitchen into the family’s rooms and deposited the cat on her bed while she washed up her face and arms in a basin.
            “You want to stay in here a bit?” she asked him, drying her face. “It’s going to be awful loud in there.”
            But the cat had smelled the chicken, and butted his head against the bedroom door.
            Jen smiled. “All right, then, up you go.”
            She scooped him up and deposited him on her shoulder, and went in to dinner.
~
            It was loud, in the dining room. There were thirty-some people sitting down to eat on long wooden benches around the huge, heavy wooden table. Simple tin cutlery clinked on no-nonsense ceramic plates and folk talked over each others’ heads, discussing current events. The cat was immediately famous among the boarders, daintily stepping his way between the platters to be petted and given scraps. The weather was also a popular topic – it had been a relatively dry summer, and some of the men were speculating that they might be in for a flooding fall to make up for it.
            Most people, though, were craning their heads to get a look at the town’s new lawyer, who had arrived that morning. The young Mr. Barclay was sitting at one end of the long table, explaining to the men across from him what the big city’s university was like. He’d studied there before law school, he said, and a finer education you couldn’t ask for in the county. He used a lot of words to say so. The men were polite to him, but anyone who looked would see that the country-bred factory workers were getting their hackles up.
            “He’s a smart one, but his suit’s a little too clean,” Jen muttered quietly from the other end of the table, turning away from the growing debate and focusing on her meal. “He doesn’t look like he belongs in the country.”
            One of the factory workers across from her snorted. He was an older man, bald but for a little crown of white hairs and a scraggly grey beard. His name was Brag, and he had been Jen’s supervisor at the factory until a bad fall had confined him to desk jobs. Now he walked slowly, and with a heavy limp. But his eyes twinkled, and the laugh lines around his face were deep.
            “If he prattles on much longer, the boys’ll toss him out in the street,” he rumbled, winking at Jen. “That oughta dirty him up enough.”
            Those in earshot laughed at this, interrupting the argument about country versus city just as it had started to get heated. The tension in the room settled back down. Conversations faded away, one after another, as people realized how full and how tired they were. Some men excused themselves to bed. Others took their pipes out to the porch.
            Jen’s brother Liam came back out of the kitchen with the other two Riley boys, Pat and Charlie, in tow. The two youngest carefully stacked dishes on trays, shyly avoiding eye contact with the adults. Liam poured another round of coffee for those who wanted it, then went and lit the fire.
            The cat didn’t care for the noise the stacked plates made, and appeared back in Jen’s lap. She told Brag how the little animal had found her on her way home from work, and he nodded.
            “Sounds like he was a drop-off, if he’s that friendly with people,” Brag said, fishing a penknife and a hunk of wood out of his overalls. He set to whittling a toothpick.
            Jen frowned. “I’ve never heard of anyone not wanting a cat around,” she said, puzzled. “They’re damn useful creatures. Especially now fall’s coming, and the mice’ll be looking for warm indoor places.”
            Brag shrugged, eyes on his work. “Some folk just don’t know what they’re doing with animals, I suppose.”
            They sat without saying anything for a little while, the old man making a little pile of sawdust on the table, the young woman rubbing the cat’s belly. It was full and round from all the scraps he’d begged at dinner, and he was purring up a storm.
            Mrs. Flowers broke the quiet by coming over with two plates of cobbler. She set them down on the table and asked, “Have you found a name for him yet, Miss Jenny?”
            Brag snorted.
            Jen kicked him lightly under the table. “Not yet, ma’am. Haven’t thought of the right one.”
            The cook nodded and gazed off into the middle distance. She considered herself a philosophical woman, prone to soliloquies and deep thoughts when she wasn’t busy in the kitchen. She had a look about her now that said there was such a thought coming.
            Sure enough, “It was Providence Park that gave him to you, Miss Jenny. Seems to me that by rights his name ought to be Providence.”
            Satisfied with her logic, she beamed at the kitten, and turned to the rest of the room before Jen could stop her.
            “God bless Providence the cat!” she proclaimed, hands raised in benediction. The people around the fireplace laughed and applauded, and the cook swept grandly out of the room.
            Jen sighed in aggravation and slumped forward. Her forehead thunked on the table, surprising the cat, who hopped up to sniff at the closest ear. Jen didn’t move, but she knew that Brag’s expression was a picture of controlled mirth.
            “’Providence the cat,’” she mumbled into the table. “That’s the worst thing I’ve ever heard.”
            “You never know,” Brag said, jamming his toothpick between his teeth and waggling his eyebrows at her. “He might grow into it.”
            She raised her head a few inches to scowl at him, then straightened all the way up. The cat had just started to step over her neck, wanting to investigate her other ear, so the effect of straightening up was that Jen was wearing a cat-shaped scarf.
            She stood, and stepped away from the bench.
            “You’re a horrible old man,” she told Brag with a smile.
            He grinned and started on another toothpick.
~
            The cat slept on Jen’s bed, which was one of three in the room. Liam, being nearly sixteen, had his own bed, while Pat and Charlie shared a bunk above it. Charlie had complained about the arrangement when he turned twelve the previous month, but Ma Riley had said that until he was done with school, he could handle sharing a bed with his little brother. Pat, being nine, was happy to be included in anything of Charlie’s.
            Ma Riley tucked everyone in before taking the candle with her to bed. As she closed the connecting door, she looked back. Providence was curled around the top of Jen’s head, stripy black and brown fur blending into dusty brown hair. Both were sound asleep.
~
            The next morning, Jen woke to find Providence draped over her feet, and two dead mice on the quilt next to him. She finished cleaning up the mess just as her brothers woke up, and had to hurry through breakfast to leave for work on time.
            Liam, Mrs. Flowers’ part-time kitchen assistant, handed Jen her lunch and winked at the cat, once more draped over Jen's shoulder. She thanked her brother and raced out the door.
            “You sure he’s a cat and not a parrot?” he called after her.
            Providence yowled.
~
            The factory was only across town, but it was still a long walk, and everyone agreed company made it pass faster. Jen caught up with the other workers from the boardinghouse, who shouted greetings and laughed at her feline companion.
            “You’re not bringing that little thing to work, now, are you Jen?” skinny George Gregson sniggered. Jen bared her teeth at him, not quite a smile.
            “’That little thing’ brought down two mice last night without waking me up,” she retorted. “He can fend for himself.”
            “He’s not the only one,” Gregson said, holding up his hands in surrender. He winked at her to show no hard feelings. This time she smiled.
            They passed the walk with the same conversations as the night before. Discussing the weather, poking fun at the city-boy lawyer with all the sharp edges, reminiscing about the chicken and cobbler and speculating what tonight’s meal might be.
            Before too long, they’d caught up with Brag, who always left much earlier because of his leg. Every day, Jen tried to convince him to borrow her mother’s cart. Every day, he laughed her off and said the only way he’d ever arrive at the factory was under his own power, and the only way he’d ever leave it for good was in a pine box. The rest of the workers pulled ahead, but Jen slowed her pace to walk with Brag. She knew she wouldn’t be late. Brag always got everywhere exactly on time.
~
            Work was full of noise and action. Jen and the other girls who worked on the factory floor, as well as the slimmer men, ran around between and inside the machines making sure everything stayed oiled and free from debris. They pushed carts of coal to the generator room, and raced each other to bring the empty ones back. They brought water around to the workers at regular intervals, and helped stack the heavy crates that would soon hold the gears and cogs the factory produced, to send to other factories to make other machines.
            Providence found his own use, as well. He skulked around the corners of the room, avoiding the booted feet of the workers, and found every single mouse hole in the building. When the bossman found out that someone had brought a cat to his factory, he puffed up like a steam engine ready to burst, but when he saw the respectable number of vermin carcasses Providence had collected, he abruptly deflated. Jen caught him later cooing at the cat and feeding him bits of sandwich.
            As usual, Jen and the odd-job crew finished their work before the main workers did. She hadn’t seen Providence in a little while, but as she signed out, a little ball of black and brown detached itself from underneath a machine and climbed its way up to her shoulder.
            The other girls oohed and ahhed over the “handsome little man” most of the way home. George Gregson went into a pout at being neglected, and announced he would waste away to nothing while all the attention went to the cat. Providence just purred.
~
            The next two months passed in much the same fashion. Conversation still revolved mainly around the weather, though now it was speculation for the winter. It had indeed proved to be a rainy, wet fall so far, but by mid-October there had only been two major storms, and the seasonal headcold had made its rounds with no lasting damage.
            Providence continued to make himself useful, and had turned from three fuzzy pounds of paws and baby fat into a lean six-pound hunter. He brought down a steady stream of mice and voles at the factory, and had expanded his territory at home to include the Boardinghouse’s backyard and the general store next door. Joe Lawrence, who ran the store, said he was only too happy to have the cat around, since his old mouser Daisy was getting long in the tooth. Daisy also seemed all right with the arrangement, and spent her days dozing in sunbeams.
            The lawyer, too, had mellowed out a little, though his suit was still sharp and clean. Now he hung his jacket from a hook by the door when he sat down to dinner at the boardinghouse, and listened to the men talk about baseball and local politics more than he declaimed about city life. He had taken a particular shine to Providence, and after spending a few September evenings playing with the cat had got up the nerve to mention that he rather liked Ms. Jennifer Riley, too.
            She ignored him and continued brushing dust out of Providence’s fur.
~
            Liam’s birthday was on Halloween. Mrs. Flowers locked him out of the kitchen for a full day before it, to make the cake. He sulked around in the main room instead. When his mother asked what was wrong, Liam made the mistake of complaining that he had nothing to do.
            “Well here,” she said, handing him a mop and a bucket. “I was going to wash the floor in here since the boys have tramped mud all over it, but if you’re feeling rambunctious you may as well do it, and I’ll see to the accounts.”
            She smiled brightly at her son and walked away. Liam stood holding the mop, his mouth hanging open, waiting for some excuse to come out. A quiet trill came from somewhere around his feet. He looked down to see Providence rubbing up against his leg.
            “It’s all right for you,” Liam groused. “You don’t have a mother.”
            Providence balanced his front paws on the bucket to investigate the sudsy water.
~
            The cake was marvelous: three huge layers of chocolate-swirled yellow cake, with a delicate orange frosting and little candy jack-o-lanterns. Liam’s grin gave the jack-o-lanterns a run for their money, and the whole boardinghouse wished him many sincere happy returns.
            After dinner and dessert had been eaten to their fullest extent, Jen and Ma Riley helped Mrs. Flowers clean up the kitchen.
            “You go on home, Edna,” Ma Riley said as they were finishing the last of the dishes. “Jen and I will get everything put away.”
            Mrs. Flowers straightened up carefully, stretching her back.
            “If you’re sure, Mary,” she said, glancing hopefully toward the door.
            Ma Riley nodded. “We’ll see you in the morning.”
            Mrs. Flowers picked up her coat and said good night to Jen, and closed the kitchen door behind her.
            Jen looked at her mother.
            “What’s the matter, Ma?”
            “Oh nothing, Jenny, I just thought we might talk.”
            Jen frowned. “Ma, you know I hate when you call me that,” she started to say, but her mother interrupted.
            “You know that your twenty-first birthday is coming up soon, and I just wanted to know if you’d been thinking at all about what you’ll do afterward.”
            Jen groaned.
            “Ma, we talked about this.” She turned back to the pile of clean dishes and picked up a drying towel. “You said I could work at the factory as long as I wanted to.”
            Ma Riley sniffed. “I said you could try working at the factory as a part-time job for little while, just to see if you really truly liked it,” she corrected. “And that was almost five years ago. I thought by now you’d have figured out what you wanted out of life.”
            The pile of dry dishes grew higher as Jen worked, frustration lending her efficiency.
            “I have figured it out. I want to work at the factory, and be a supervisor someday, and have a pension, like Brag.” Pick up, dry, stack. Pick up, dry, stack.
            “Like Brag!” the incredulity in her mother’s voice was evident. “That crochety old man is lame because of that factory job of his. I don’t want you to get hurt like that.” Mimicking her daughter, she attacked the pile of dirty dishes with gusto.
            Jen laughed, humorlessly. “Well that’s just great, Ma, you’ve found something we agree on. I don’t want to get hurt either. And maybe I won’t, and maybe I will.” Pick up, dry, stack. “Not every job can be as safe as running a boardinghouse.”
            She felt her mother pause, then resume washing. “And who brought up running a boardinghouse?”
            Jen turned and stared. Her mother studiously didn’t look up from the dishes.
            “That’s it, isn’t it? You want me to stay here and work at the boardinghouse.” Jen was furious. “Well why don’t you just come right out and say it! You don’t think I should work at the factory, you think I should work for you!”
            Ma Riley threw the dishrag down. “Now don’t you put words into my mouth, Jennifer Eileen Riley! Of course I want you to run the boardinghouse someday, but on your own two feet, not working for me!”
            She saw the expression on her daughter’s face and sighed.
            “Would that really be so bad? I could show you how to do the books, how to manage the finances; you already know how to check people in and out and collect the rent–”
            “So does Liam! Only difference is, he actually cares about it!”
            “Liam is sixteen, he’s still in school, he doesn’t know what he wants yet . . .”
            “Have you bothered to asked him? I knew what I wanted at sixteen.”
            “No, you knew what you thought you wanted!”
            “Well it turns out I was right!”
            Silence fell. The two women stood frozen, nearly eye-to-eye. Jen might have been an inch or two taller, but both had fists planted on hips and chins shoved out in front of them like twin battering rams.
            A burst of laughter from the front room trickled through the door. Ma Riley looked away first, and turned to the pile of dirty dishes. Part of Jen realized that there was much more gray in that practical bun than there used to be, and more lines on that face.
            “I’m sorry, Jen,” Ma Riley said after a minute. She shook her head and went back to washing dishes. Jen stayed quiet, but picked up the drying towel.
            They finished the dishes and wiped down the tables without saying anything more. As Jen turned to leave, Ma Riley put a hand on her shoulder.
            “I suppose if I waited five years to try and badger you into something you didn’t want, I can wait a few more years for your brother to want it for himself.”
            Jen looked at her feet, not trusting her voice. She turned quickly and buried her face in her mother’s hug.
~
            November came and went, and nothing more was said about Jen learning to run the boardinghouse. Instead, Ma Riley would tell Liam to finish his schoolwork as soon as he could when he got home, so that he could watch her working on some aspect of the business or other. Jen spent as much of her time at the factory as possible near the floor managers, watching how they moved the game pieces that were the workers. She and Brag talked shop over dinner, and he gave her some hints about the job he’d gathered from decades as a supervisor.
            Young Mr. Barclay hadn’t pushed his luck any farther with Jen, but somehow without her realizing it he had become a fixture of her life and her family’s. He helped the boys with their homework – even Charlie, who was almost a teenager, and very difficult to work with. He held yarn for Ma Riley when she wound it into skeins, ready to knit into winter sweaters. He spent most of the rest of his free time playing with Providence, or talking to Jen, or accompanying her on errands around town. It seemed only natural to invite him into the back rooms for the private Riley Thanksgiving dinner, and when he was invited to say the grace, he grinned as wide as one of the family.
~
            The spring continued where the fall left off – wet – with ice melts and rainstorms nearly every week. Soon it was impossible to truly dry off, and the boardinghouse’s fireplace was roaring constantly to try and dry everyone’s socks. Providence enjoyed this, because the clothing racks were just sturdy enough to hold him, and a few boarders were scared witless by a playful claw swiping at them from inside a jungle of damp socks.
            The first dry Sunday in April, every single person in town was outside. It had been weeks of damp and wet, and most folk were a little stir crazy. The bosses at the factory were in constant bad temper, because all the humidity was playing tricks with the machines; the boarders were sick of each other’s faces and their own; all the town’s children were tired of not being allowed to play outside. Quite a few impromptu picnics were arranged on that sunny day, and by one o’clock in the afternoon the whole of Providence Park was covered in bright blankets, food and drink, and people who were happy just to see the sun.
            Mr. Barclay – Adam, everyone called him now – and Jen sat on a gingham blanket spread over a tree stump near the edge of the park. They had a small basket of lunch, which turned out to be even smaller once they opened it and realized Providence had come along for the ride. Adam chased the thieving cat up a tree, waving his hat and cursing. Jen laughed so hard she fell off the stump.
~
            The storm came on very suddenly. Nobody in the park had time to get under much cover but the trees, and many folks had to rush home through the pouring rain to bring in laundry or close windows.
            The first lightning flashed. Providence came tearing out of the tree like a rocket, and leapt neatly into the picnic basket Jen was holding for him. Adam made to run for town, but Jen grabbed his hand and pulled him up short.
            “The shortcut!” she yelled over the thunder, latching the basket closed so Providence wouldn’t be bounced out. “It’s this way!”
            They ran in tandem through the park, past the McCoy bean field, and the mile back across town, soaked to the bone and laughing.
            Jen shook wet hair out of her eyes as they hurried up the boardinghouse steps. Liam was standing there in the doorway. As his sister reached the porch he burst into tears.
            Jen froze, and felt Adam do the same behind her. Shaking it off, she quickly put down the basket and took her brother’s hand.
            “Liam, what’s wrong?”
            The boy let out a sob. “It’s Ma,” he choked out.
            Jen flew inside.
~
            They all sat by the bedside, once Liam had calmed down enough to tell them what happened. Ma had taken advantage of the sunny day to air some laundry in the backyard, he said, until the storm hit. When she heard the rain, she ran to bring in the clothes, and in her hurry to carry them back inside, she had slipped on the wet wooden stairs, hit her head on the railing, and been knocked unconscious. Liam had found her almost immediately, and gone for the doctor while some of the men carried her carefully inside. She had come to for a few minutes, but slipped back into unconsciousness soon after.
            Dr. Miller put the rest of the equipment back into his black leather bag.
            “As far as I can tell, she’s not hurt but for the knock on her head,” he assured Liam and Jen. “But there’s no way to tell how bad that is unless she wakes up.”
            He closed the bag with a snap. Jen flinched.
            “You’ll need to monitor her temperature,” Dr. Miller said, looking at Jen. “Make sure there’s always someone in the room with her, and if she wakes up again don’t let her go back to sleep. Come for me quick if there are any changes at all. I’ll be back after I check on my other patients.”
            He smiled kindly at Liam, but the boy didn’t see him.
            “You did well, lad,” the doctor said. “We’ve done everything we can now. The rest is up to your mother.”
            He left. Jen realized she’d been holding Adam’s hand the whole time.
~
            It was a very long night. A few hours after Ma Riley’s fall, Jen realized that poor Providence was still in the picnic basket. She let him out, and he tore from the room to hide somewhere. Jen cleaned up the basket and went with Liam to feed the goats. Pat and Charlie came home from school while they were in the backyard, and Adam – smart, patient Adam – was the one to sit the boys down and explain what had happened. By the time Jen came back inside, her brothers were pale and frightened, but as calm as could be expected. She bent down to hug them, and they stayed like that for a while.
            Mrs. Flowers shooed Liam out of the kitchen after he broke his second plate, and dinner was a little delayed. The boarders knew what happened, and didn’t complain, but there was a lot of fidgeting going on. There was hardly any conversation over food, and instead of going to bed, nearly everyone hung around in the main room, smoking pipes or crouching by the fire. Everyone was waiting.
            Jen hadn’t left her mother’s side since feeding the goats, except to console Liam about being ejected from the kitchen. Adam brought two plates of dinner in, and they ate quietly, stealing glances at the still figure in the bed.
~
            On the second day, Providence came back. He had apparently forgiven Jen for trapping him inside the basket, and when he returned he brought a large dead rat with him. Jen stroked his chin absentmindedly and called him a good boy.
            The cat stared at her for a little while, as if waiting for a more appropriate reaction to his reappearance, but when none was forthcoming, he sneezed and moved on.
            Jen didn’t notice Providence jump up onto her mother’s bed. There was just suddenly a little black and brown face next to the limp hand she was holding. Providence sniffed Ma Riley’s hand, then walked over her chest to stand by her ear. He sniffed all over her face, and meowed a few times, puzzled. Usually this got him either petted or swatted – no consequences at all was something new.
            Jen didn’t even try to explain. What could he understand about it? she thought. He’s just a cat. Just a little stray cat.
            Providence didn’t understand, but it didn’t matter. He curled up under Ma Riley’s ear and started to purr.
~
            Dr. Miller tried to keep from frightening the Rileys, but it wasn’t hard to see his expression get grimmer as the hours went by with no movement from the patient. The morning of the fourth day since the fall, Liam found him pacing outside the sickroom, muttering to himself.
            “I’m sorry, Liam, but there’s just no two ways about it,” the doctor said. “She may still make a full recovery, that’s true, but every day that goes by the possibility gets smaller and smaller.”
            Liam went back in to sit by the bed. It seemed to him that Providence was purring louder than he had the days before. The boy smiled briefly, and stroked the cat’s ears.
~
            Of course it had all happened the week that rent was due, Jen thought. We couldn’t have had a disaster strike on a week where we had time and energy to deal with it properly.
            She was knee-deep in record-keeping, and her eyes were starting to cross. She’d made all the notes of who had paid and who had not, and she’d tried to adjust the daily food budget accordingly, but she still had the taxes to figure out and the cleaning schedule and Mrs. Flowers’ pay and . . .
            Calloused hands covered hers and took the pencil from her. She looked up into Liam’s face, saw the look of fear and determination there, and breathed a sigh of utter relief.
            The two of them worked slowly but surely through the mountain of papers, and when Dr. Miller came in to tell them that their mother had stirred, he found them curled up next to the big desk chair, asleep.
~
            After that, things moved rather quickly. Ma Riley moved again later that day, and woke up just before dinner. She remembered falling, but nothing afterwards, except her shoulder feeling very warm. Providence looked smug, Jen thought, but then again he was a cat.
            They all took it in turns to stay up, making sure Ma Riley stayed awake as long as possible, and then waking her up every few hours to make sure nothing had changed.
            “I think I will feel better, doctor, if I can actually get some damned sleep tonight,” she growled at one point, and Dr. Miller beamed and said that was a very good sign.
            Adam finally convinced Jen to go get some sleep in her own bed at two in the morning, ten hours after her mother had woken up for good. Providence came with her, and slept just as deeply as she did. 

            The lives of the Rileys and their friends continue to be the main focus of the story, framed by Providence’s interactions with the world. Ma Riley recovers well from her accident, but she leaves more and more of the boardinghouse’s daily workings to Liam. Brag is let go from his job at the factory because he is viewed as an unnecessary expense. This is more crippling to him than his bum leg, and Jen worries about his mental state. Providence does something silly to cheer Brag up. Time passes more quickly, and the snapshots of town life get farther apart. The Rileys attend Missus Rose’s funeral; Adam executes her will and reveals that she left her small pension to Jen. Jen gives the money to Brag for his retirement. He dies of a heart attack in Providence Park, a few months after Missus Rose. Liam marries one of Jen’s coworkers, Caroline McCoy. Jen refuses Adam’s offer of marriage three times. He doesn’t mind. Eventually, she asks him, and he accepts. Providence lives to be twenty years old, give or take, and dies in his sleep in front of the fire, after an evening playing with Ma Riley’s five granddaughters. They bury him at the edge of the park, by the bean field.